shit.. time is passing by really fast and i have just reaslised that school syllabus is already halfway through and i'm super lagging. my mind's telling me that i should be busy revising all my work right now but my body is refusing to listen. the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak..

i really wanna kill myself man. i'm not supposed to shop this entire week but i ended up buying a dress from Pull & Bear. and it's only monday! i swear i was only trying on the dress for fun, unexpectedly the dress looked really good on me! i struggled with my inner self for like half an hour before i headed back into the store and bought it, still knowing that i shouldn't be buying it. aaaarrggghhhhh!!! p.s. it's really nice. sigh.

i guess sometimes it takes a hard knock(s) to make a person come back to earth. you may look back on your life and find that there were many times you felt life was unfair or many things didn't go smoothly or you didn't get what you wanted, but there's always a reason why it happened to you. and thinking back, those experiences are what made you who you are today. if i were to live my life again, i would not change a thing, or else i would never have gained the wisdom and knowledge i have today. it's sad that some people think they're better than others just 'cause of their academic achievements and become condescending; but what makes you a better person than the other? throw away society's stereotypes and materialistic requirements: what is left of you? it's how you live your life, how you treat others, how you adopt the right mindset. knowledge alone is not wisdom, it is when knowing/learning how to use that knowledge to do the right thing that becomes wisdom. tsk. those people need to learn.